Mood specificity

It is probably good that men are not in touch with their emotions so much sometimes, because some moods one can be in are pretty unrealistic. Like tonight. I am most definitely not interested in going out anywhere, with anyone, tonight; even if the man I am still quietly infatuated with called me up for a date, I would not have the energy for it tonight. Even a date at home would be too much, since I would be at least somewhat on the spot as hostess, especially with that guy, or really with either guy I was interested in this term. Maybe if I had been in the habit of having friends over just to "chill," I could handle that, but not entirely happily. Nor, annoyingly enough, am I in the mood to be home alone, no matter how many movies, BBC series, internet distractions and books I have, the cat is not sufficient company. I am in the mood for a quiet evening at home with a long term boyfriend/husband with whom I have been involved for a few years, despite the fact that such a person doesn't currently exist.